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Nov. 7, 2023

My Spiritual Awakening & Current Events & Five Decades of Spiritual Growth

My Spiritual Awakening & Current Events & Five Decades of Spiritual Growth

As I sit to record this, a cascade of emotions washes over me, each one a reflection of the incredible journey that's been my spiritual awakening, a journey spanning over five decades and beyond, into past lifetimes. The revelations started when I was just a little girl…

My Spiritual Awakening & Current Events & Five Decades of Spiritual Growth

What are the signs of spiritual awakening?

 

As I sit to record this, a cascade of emotions washes over me, each one a reflection of the incredible journey that's been my spiritual awakening, a journey spanning over five decades and beyond, into past lifetimes. The revelations started when I was just a little girl… 

I wish it had been with an innocent curiosity for the stars twinkling in the night sky and the gentle whispers of the wind, but rather, it was a journey of trauma and suffering that began way before conception in this lifetime. My Mom thought I was possessed as a little girl… 

Without any nurturing I shut my supernatural abilities down, feeling unsafe to share my innate abilities. The world I was born into didn’t made little sense, I knew life was much more than what met the eye. 

Even thought the division from Source echoed loneliness at a soul level, there was always an unspoken connection to the universe, a sense of wonder that made me feel both minuscule and vast in the grand scheme of things. 

After having my full term stillborn at the age of twenty-two, that sense turned into a quest, often leaving me feeling like an outsider as I searched for truths that seemed just out of reach. I delved into books, philosophies, universal teachings, global teacher and anything I could get my hands on, each bringing me closer to understanding yet pushing the final answer further away. It was a time of questioning, of profound longing, and of fleeting moments of clarity.

 

NOTES: 

My Spiritual Awakening Journey 

  • 0-11 years Age of the innocence
  • 11-22 The shattered years trauma
  • 22 Spiritual Awakening through having a full term stillborn son
  • 22-44 Seeking and turning back on my abilities
    44-88 Teacher

 

Spiritual Awakening Journey:

  • Meditation
  • 9 Rites in Shamanism
  • Transformational Events
  • Subconscious Reprogramming
  • Trauma Work
  • Past Life Regressions
  • Landmark Forum
  • Scientology
  • Sweat lodges
  • Kundalini Teacher Training
  • Spiritual Practitioner
  • New Thought Minister
  • Doctor of Divinity
  • Trained thousands of people
  • Greek Oracle Processes


Two aspects of spiritual awakening and mastering your mind:
1. Zero Point Field: downloads, angels, consciously, astral travel, psychic work,
2. Clearing Your Epigenetics aka The Soul and Subconscious Reprogramming


Awakening Book:

1. Wake up and Decide
2. Reprogram
3. Align 
4. Affirm  

 

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(00:00):
Welcome to the Dr. Erin Show. This is a top spiritual awakening and new thought ancient wisdom podcast to teach you how to become your highest self, unleash your spiritual superpowers, discover your soul's purpose, and manifest your dreams. Hi, I'm Dr. Erin, Doctor of Divinity, and I'm committed to bringing you the best manifesting and coaching tips, spiritual advice, trauma healing, and metaphysical recovery secrets. I'm here to help you reprogram your subconscious mind, monetize your spiritual gifts and love your life. I want you to know that I've been exactly where you are and I believe in you. Together we're awakening the world, live from the universe. This is Dr. Erin. I'm super excited to break on down my spiritual awakening journey lately. The intention of this podcast is really a heartfelt desire within myself to speak into and empathize and have compassion for the pain and suffering that you most likely are experiencing and the people around you are experiencing right now. 
(01:07):
So as we all know, there's a lot of terrible things going on on this planet. Lots of war and discord and shocking terror around the world, and we know there's also beautiful, miraculous things being created and connections in ways that we've never experienced as well. So the intention of this podcast is to feel into and share my personal spiritual awakening and journey currently going on in my life. And I'm going to go backtrack a bit into my entire spiritual journey, but bring it into relatable context that's going on for me right now. So let's begin by taking a deep breath together and just tapping into the field, tapping into our oneness, tapping into that divine nature that we are, our unity, our oneness, our all knowingness, our pure potential. And what I know for sure is when times like this are going on in the planet, people begin to get hopeless. 
(02:17):
They begin to shift their core values, and they begin to reach more and more for spirituality, for religion, for deeper meaning in their life. And I get it. We generally get pacified by the external world. And when the external world is not coddling us, if you will, then we begin to seek deeper and deeper. Some people will go much more towards addiction and dysfunction, and eventually those things generally have a surrender, and we generally will begin to have to do our deep spiritual work. So if you're somebody listening and you feel like there's someone that could listen to this podcast, please share it with them because whether we choose to actively, spiritually awaken and do our inner work or the universe will demand it from us and bring us to our knees through addiction and dysfunctional relationships, workaholism, you name it, whatever it is, to have a surrender to doing our deep spiritual awakening work. 
(03:25):
So again, I'm Dr. Aaron. I'm a Dr. Divinity, which means our divinity really is broken down. Greg Braden really said it best the other day, I was watching one of his talks on what's going on in the world, and he said, divinity does not have anything to do with religion. Divinity is really about us transcending our limitations. And so today, I hope to share part of my spiritual journey for you to be able to take some relatability, some new possibility and maybe some guidance and step-by-step as well for you to have hope of really coming home to your own heart. What I think the point of spiritual wakening is, is really to know thyself and come to a place of oneness and peace within and to begin to work for the highest good in harmony. So let's begin. I was born in 1972 and I was born into a fairly dysfunctional family. 
(04:32):
My parents told me years later that I was pretty much an unwanted birth child in that they were really having a lot of dysfunction. And so I actually came into this lifetime with a lot of abilities. My parents got divorced and my mom thought I was possessed. I would tell her that there was people in my bedroom and earlier, even when I was a baby, I would cry all the time as a baby, I'd colic. And as I began to talk and whatever, I would tell my mom that there was people in my room. And I think she got a little freaked out and she said, well, tell 'em to leave. So I came in with a lot of abilities. I could see things, I knew things. I could see the adults, their auras. I just knew things. And really what happened was I felt like I didn't belong on this planet, and I still struggled that with that till today, I'm going to be really, really honest with you in that nothing really made sense to me. 
(05:34):
What we were learning in school, what the culture was up to, what the parents were up to, none of it really made sense to me. I didn't understand this whole thing called the Matrix, if you will. And my mom was definitely anti spirituality because my father and her got divorced because my father went off to really go find himself and seek spirituality. So as my mom began to, she didn't know any better. She just pretty much didn't acknowledge my abilities and kind of made me feel like something was wrong with me. So I began to shut 'em all down. And as I began to go through what I call the innocent years from zero to 11, right, I began to, it was very innocent. It was a very playful time with all the kids, and we played outside a lot. And I remember really, really feeling one with the universe. 
(06:28):
I had this knowingness and I just had this love for the ethereal realm. Two of my friends that I grew up with, their mother became very spiritual. In fact, their parents got divorced because their father was an alcoholic and their mother became spiritual. And she would tell me all the time that I was the only child that was really interested. And we would meditate together and we'd look at the auras and she would talk about the angels. And I just remember being so interested. And as I came into my adolescence years, I call 'em kind of the years of the dark years from 11 to 22, I call it the shattered years. I went into California junior high and high school. We tried drugs, we tried alcohol, we tried sleeping with boys. I was date raped in high school. I became bulimic from 17 to 20, and I thought all my problems would be solved if I just got married. 
(07:26):
And so I married somebody they really didn't even know. And I got pregnant and I had a full term stillborn son, as many of you guys know. And my true awakening began in the mortician's house the day after I gave birth to his body. And I was in this cold, dark, mortician's room down in a basement all alone with his body. And I remember looking at his body and crying and crying and thinking, how could life be so cruel and like a flash of light? I realized that my baby was gone, but his body was still here. And I realized I was a spiritual being, and I made what we call the power of decision. I powerfully decided that I was going to seek and discover what I was really here for, what my spiritual nature was, what the meaning of life was, and I decided I was going to reach enlightenment. And so I began what now is I believe a 29 year journey. 
(08:30):
I had a son a month the day later, he's now 28 years old. I began this big spiritual quest that I'd been on becoming a spiritual practitioner, a new thought minister and a doctor divinity. And no, I'm not religious and none of our school's religious. I've chosen to not go the religious route, but I definitely got trained in all the philosophy, all of the subconscious work, universal law, and all the dynamics of our true spiritual nature. So we're going to get into this. So I want to share with you right now, because coming back to this present moment, still to this day, don't feel like I fully belong on this planet. And I'm saying this in a very vulnerable and yet empowered stance, meaning that I still don't fully relate to what our value, what our culture values and our value system. I still don't relate a lot to the surface level conversations out there. I still don't totally relate to traditional relationships and the way we go about doing things and living in homes separated and all this stuff that just really is not, I don't believe our natural state. 
(09:58):
So today I'm going to teach you a little bit or talk to you a little bit about my journey around reawakening my supernatural abilities. So here I was 22 years old, I had had the spiritual awakening that were not these bodies. I had had a lot of downloads in that room that day in the mortician's house, but I had a lot of work to do. So I began to go on the journey and I began to seek everything under the sun. I mean, you name it, I did it, of course, reading books, I began meditating. It was very challenging for me. It was literally like taking nails, going down a chalkboard at first meditating because it had such monkey mind and so much mind chatter. I began to take pretty much every course I could afford, which I was very broke. I was waiting tables when my son was little. 
(10:53):
I had no money to my name. But I began to go to transformational events. I began to dive into subconscious reprogramming, going down the path of past life regressions. Of course I did landmark forum. I did all kinds of sweat lodges. I did not take medicines per se. I was a purist at heart. And I eventually got my nine rights in shamanism, purely not as with any medicine. Again, I dabbled in Scientology outside of the church. I was very curious about their work and realized it was actually the opposite of what we teach. It was the opposite of oneness. It was really looking at what was wrong with people. So it wasn't really for me. I became a Kundalini teacher. I practice a lot of the breath work and mantras and all the practice, all love that so much. And I really stumbled upon my love, which is new thought, ancient wisdom, which is understanding universal law and understanding all the dynamics of how we create through manifesting. 
(12:06):
And I became a spiritual practitioner and a new thought minister and a doctor of affinity. So in this journey, what began to happen is this, what I realized was I began to meditate, and over time I began to have incredible, incredible experiences through meditation. And I speak about it in the opening of my book where one night at 4:00 AM in the morning, my eyes popped open and I was so excited. I was like, oh, I get to go back in because I began to love meditation. I would meditate at four o'clock in the morning or really late at night, and all this magic was happening. It was like the lion, the witch in the wardrobe. And I'd go in and in consciousness, I could go anywhere, tracking through everything. And I began to have deities come to me, and I began to surf through the astral plane, and I began to heal things on all levels. 
(13:04):
But this one night when I went into meditation, I began to breathe. I lit a candle, and all of a sudden it was like the joke of the cosmos came in and I had this full out-of-body experience. And I began to laugh as if I had been told the joke of the universe. And I really, really in that moment experienced my true enlightenment. And so what came out of that is a few things. I would go into meditation and I would have these beautiful, incredible moments even before that. But then when I'd be out of meditation, I would be very reactive in my relationships. I still had a lot of issues going on. And so I wanted to share with you that there's kind of two massive paths that I had to take to really turn on my abilities. One was going into meditation, and I call it going into the zero point field. 
(14:11):
In that field, you can tap into the infinite wisdom, you can get downloads, you can have your psychic abilities turn on your clairvoyant abilities, all kinds of abilities turn on, and you have to do what we consider your soul and subconscious work because once you tap out of that zero point field, you go into what's considered your mental bank and your epigenetics of your DNA. So here I was, I'd go into meditation. I'd have these beautiful profound experiences, and then I'd slam into my reactive mind and into my human hood. So what we do in the spiritual awakening at school and in the program, the spiritual psychology practitioner program coaching program is we deal with the subconscious, we deal with the epigenetics. We deal with releasing the tags and dealing with the bank of your Akashic records, if you will. So in this, what we experienced and what I experienced through the work is I began to have all these abilities turn on. 
(15:25):
Oh my gosh. So just about a year ago, I was over London and I of course have done maybe like a thousand past life regressions between clients, between myself, between everything of multiple decades now. And when I began to first do past life regressions, I was in sessions. So I'd be in a room doing the session and I would begin to track past lives. And I had a past life where I was in a Nazi camp, and when I came out of the session, I would be able to Google it, and I knew exactly where it was, exactly the name of it, exactly what happened. And I'm not a history buff, so it blew my mind. I had one past life where I actually had whatever cheated on my husband when he went off to war, I had done adultery, if you will, and he had to murder me. 
(16:25):
I tracked with all these trauma events of my past lives, and it was so profound because I would Google afterwards and it was like I would know exactly what people were wearing, exactly what happened, exactly the date, exactly where. So it really began to not freak me out. It actually gave me such confidence of our true divine nature. But this was all in session. So when I was in London about a year ago, I was only in London for I think a couple, two, three days or something, and I wanted to tour around, but it was raining and I didn't want to just walk around in the rain. So I actually hired a driver and I began to have him drive me around. It's some beautiful Mercedes, and it was like a scene out of the movie, and I'm driving around and it's raining, and he's showing me all these beautiful sight and telling me a little bit about him, and all of a sudden we ride, we drive by this kind of castle looking place, and there was just this instant knowing, and I was like, oh, I've been burned at the stake in there, and this is a lifetime. 
(17:28):
I had already tracked in one of my sessions, by the way. So I was like, oh, I was burned at the stake there and I'm really open about my spirituality. I'm like, I'm so out of the spiritual closet. So my driver's like, well, do you want to go inside? I'm like, huh, I better go inside. So he pulls over and goes, take your time. Just text me when you're done. So I go up to the window to get the ticket, right, because you have to buy a ticket to go into the castle or whatever. 
(18:00):
And I go to the ticket agent and I go, where were the women burned at the stake in here? And she goes, oh, no, no, no one's burned, burned at the stake here. That's a different location that's down a few miles from here or whatever. And I go, I just was like, she doesn't know. So I got a ticket and I went inside and I began to look around and seek around. And then I went to this one tower, it was the Tower of London, and I go into this one tower and this one gentleman is teaching all these kids about the torture that the men went through in the Tower of London. And all of a sudden he had took a break and wasn't teaching the kids. And I went, sir, sir, do you mind me asking, were there any women that were burned at the state? 
(18:41):
Here? He goes, yes, there were two women that were burned at the stake here. So he goes on to tell me about the woman named Anne AskU, and I don't know if there's any correlation, but my name is Erin Haskell and her name is Anne AskU. Okay, it rhymes just saying that. Okay. She was born from 1521 to July, 1546, and she was an English writer, poet and a Protestant preacher, and she was condemned as a heretic. She basically was saying, Hey, no, God is not a man of sky. And she was saying sources within basically. And Henry Thei of England was not so happy with that. So she was actually tortured and her limbs so pulled so far that all of her tendons snapped and then she was burned at the stake. So that day when that happened in London only a year ago, I had already known that I had many gifts spiritually, but it was a full confirmation at a whole other level. 
(19:58):
I had moments before that I remember one day I went into a store after doing a lot of spiritual work and I walked in and every single person I walked by, I could read every single thought they were having. So there was just this knowingness. I had a big knowingness for many years and I could download things. And in my astrology chart it shows that I'm a galactic 27, which means a pure channel, and I am, I'm an Oracle pure channel. That might sound like whatever, righteous or almighty, and it's not. Each and every one of you has many spiritual gifts. It's our natural state to have psychic abilities is our natural state to be connected. One, the true work to turn on abilities is not some muscle to build. It's actually getting out of the way. So what I do with clients and what I do with myself to turn on my abilities, my supernatural abilities, yes, you can rev it up maybe with breath work and meditation stuff, but really the work is actually a counterintuitive process. 
(21:13):
It's actually getting out of the way. It's quieting down the mind. And how you quiet down the mind is not necessarily with meditation. Meditation is one of the hardest ways to quiet down the mind. You need to do that as well. But quieting down the mind is generally neutralizing all of your trauma at a subconscious and epigenetic level. And when you do that work, you organize your subconscious. It's like a computer system. We are a computer. Harvard now has taken one DNA and downloaded 70 billion books eBooks onto DNA. We're just a computer system. That's all we are. So what we want to do, it's like a conduit for say a light bulb. 
(22:02):
The resistance is what stops electricity. So we want to actually have pure channel and have as least resistance as possible for the energetics to be able to flow through. We are light beans, we have pure light that can come through our channel, all of the information and wisdom of the entire universe, but our job is to get out of the way. I always use the analogy and the metaphor that imagine there's the sun above you, but there's a bunch of clouds between you and the sun. So all those clouds are the limited beliefs and trauma and everything that divides us from the sun. So our work is really to get out of the way and do all that work so that the pure channel, the pure light can come through you. So here we are today. We've got a lot of insanity on the planet, and why I am on such a big spiritual journey right now in particular is that I actually did a podcast I think about two, three years ago and it was on my spiritual journey and I was listening to it. 
(23:15):
And what I remember saying is that for years in my spiritual journey, I would meditate for five hours a day. I was just so obsessed with the work and I would get in there and do so much work and so much channeling and so much ancestral lineage, trauma work and everything. And what happened is it was like my cup was so full, I didn't even need to meditate all the time. I could meditate even when I was driving, it was like everything. It was like one big meditation, one big prayer. My life was a prayer. And somehow over the last few years, I'm sure, because the energetics on the planet have gotten so intense and the pandemic and the stresses of running a company and a community has taken a toll on my consciousness just to get really vulnerable. And my neurological system started feeling a little bit out of whack, which I never felt anxiety ever in my entire life. 
(24:17):
And I felt I began to feel like my abilities were lessening and lessening. And so we're at what's called the Aquarius Age, and we've known that this is coming. We knew that with all the technology and the ai, that the energetics would be so intense that we would have to 10 x our spiritual practice. And so that's exactly what we're seeing. We're seeing the prophecy right now that one third of the population will transition through war and through addiction and through things like pandemics. A third of the population will go insane, which we're seeing that right now with all the polarization and people making everyone wrong and all the addiction and just insanity. And then a third of the population will rise in their spiritual nature and we will take an evolutionary quantum leap spiritually. So here I am as a leader, getting real and raw and vulnerable with you that I recognize that my mission will not be able to be sustainable if I don't put my spiritual practice back as the most important thing in my life. It's always been the most important thing, but it just seems so easy is like it just was second nature to be in my abilities and to feel like I'm meditating all points in time. And it really has shifted the last few years. 
(25:49):
Running a company and running a community is a fascinating thing. And in our spiritual journey, it's easy When we're isolated, when we're alone, when we're tapped in, we can spiritually bypass all the stuff. It's easy to be in the cave or go up to the Himalayas and become spiritual. But when you're in the concrete jungle of Los Angeles or in the online world and on Zoom calls all day, it gets a little bit more challenging. And running a company and doing customer service as a company is stressful. 80% of the culture is what we call social and fairly easy to deal with. 20% is what we call antisocial. It's actually 20% of the population. So you have problems. People complain. There's things that happen. This is standard across the industry. And any leader that doesn't tell you this is not being transparent. It's part of a service industry, and one or 2% of the population is what we call sociopathic. 
(26:58):
And so about one out of a hundred people of our clients become really a problem. And it's been a major stress to deal with insanity. And as a leader, you take responsibility for everything, but you can't for everything. There's people that are sick out there and you have to have policy and put boundaries and hold your sacred place. So part of our spiritual development, our spiritual awakening, is there's this beautiful part of it is where you're awakening and you're doing your subconscious work and you're, you're beginning to meditate more and more and you're awakening to this beautiful thing. And then there's an advanced spiritual awakening, which is a mastery of energy. And the mastery of energy looks like this. What you focus on creates. So as whether it be in your relationship or in your business, when you focus on problems, you destroy your relationship. 
(28:06):
When you focus on problems in your business, you actually destroy your business. This is actually why leaders get burnout is actually because they're focusing on the problems. So as a leader, a true leader, you have to master and overcome that and begin to focus on your mission, focus on what you're committed to. Yes, put policy in, take responsibility, put boundaries, and get back to focusing on what you love to do, which what got me into this entire industry is my love for spirituality, my absolute love for bringing truth to the world, my love for watching people transform right in front of my eyes, my love for freeing souls. That is my love. My love is my absolute obsession, is understanding how to spiritually awaken, to do that deep, deep soul work and to tap into the zero field to be the pure channel in Oracle. 
(29:10):
So in this, there's a big distinction. There's a distinction between awakening, doing a spiritual awakening and an advanced awakening of making moral decisions for yourself, mastering your mind to work for the highest good. And my highest good is being tapped in at the highest level. My highest good is being tapped in the highest level so I can be used for the highest good. There's a talk that Joel Stein gives and he says, can you handle the blessing? Because I'm here to tell you that with spiritual awakening becomes really hard things. I remember when I was spiritual awakening and feeling like I was going insane, feeling like I was literally having a death and a rebirth. And as a leader, with all the blessings comes the problems and the crucifixion, and oftentimes you'll find that when people put you on a pedestal, they're also the same people that want to tear you down from the pedestal. 
(30:21):
These are parts of spiritual awakening. Life is a paradox, and spiritual awakening is a paradox. There's blessings and curses that come with your spiritual awakening. It will be the most beautiful journey and the hardest journey. We call it spiritual warrior because the spiritual awakening is the most amazing process and journey, and it is the most difficult because you have to die in consciousness. You have to give up all material belongings, you have to let go of all programming, everything. So today I ask you, how bad do you want it? How bad do you want it? It's the power decision. In my book, I go into four aspects of awakening in my book awakening, and the first is waking up and deciding powerfully deciding to wake up. Okay? This is really about deciding and really taking a look at your life, taking inventory and looking like, wow, I consciously am creating all of my life, the good, the bad, the ugly, all of it. 
(31:27):
Consciously really understanding that just by observing, you're creating people in places into existence. You are that powerful. The second part of the book and the second step of awakening is reprogram, and this is the most beautiful part. Doing all that subconscious work, doing your trauma work, doing your quantum manifesting work, reprogramming the subconscious mind, it's just incredible journey. The third step is aligning, meaning that through the reprogramming, you're going to birth your truth, you're going to birth your purpose, you're going to birth your passions, you're going to really birth your true identity. The third step of aligning is aligning to that truth, which means placing boundaries, aligning to maybe a whole new group of people you may have to let go of your old life, aligning to your core values, aligning to what really matters to you, aligning. And then the fourth step is affirming every single day and every single way through your spiritual practice, this is the muscle that has to be built to focus on what you want instead of not focusing on, you don't want, if you focus on what you don't want, the problems, you'll get more of the problems, right? 
(32:44):
So doing all this work is imperative, which means the core, core work of awakening is realizing that you are the creator. You are the I am, and every single aspect of your life as hard as it is, asking yourself, how did I create this? Man? That's a tough one. How did I create getting raped? How did I create being bulimic? How did I create the dysfunction with the narcissist? How did I create my divorce? How did I create the good and bad in all finances and health and everything? That's the true leader. That's the true spiritual awakening is realizing that you created the entire universe, but the same source and you created the entire universe. Wow, it's so liberating and such responsibility, right? 
(33:34):
So my recommendations, my recommendations for turning on those spiritual abilities is different than what you think it's It is, yes, doing meditation for sure. It is doing your deep, deep, deep subconscious reprogramming your trauma work. Yes, learning how to quantum manifest community, community is one of the most important things because it's going to be a tough journey without it. In fact, a lot of people go insane in the journey of spiritual awakening. It is imperative to surround yourself with incredible people and you can begin to research and see some of the most amazing mentors that have come through this, right? I mean, Baba Vanga is somebody who mentors me all the time. She's a prophet that transitioned in 1996. She profits and mentors me from the other side. She used over in Bulgaria, and she was a little girl, got swept in a tornado and became blind and became a prophet in this lifetime, Jesus Christ, believe it or not, I didn't believe in Jesus Christ. 
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But Jesus Christ came to me years ago and is one of my primary guides. Even though I'm not Christian, I'm not religious. Christ consciousness is our divine birthright, and the Christ consciousness guides me from the other side all the time. Deit. Tara has been with me since I was a little girl. She is one of my primary guides as well. She, her story, basically, she was a little girl and she was raised with monks in a monastery, and she became very, very wise. And the monks said, we would like for you to come back in the next lifetime as a man so that you can be a teacher. We see you as a teacher. And she said, no, I will come back as a woman for all lifetimes and tell women are seen equally as leaders. So she is with me all the time. Another person that is literally like my best friend. 
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I feel like I'm crazy saying this, but I'm so transparent with my journey. Ramdas has mentored me for the last three years from the other side. He has been with me through some really hard times through the pandemic, and he literally mentors me from the other side. He is one of my best friends and I love him so much. But you can also look at other mentors and other people that have had profound awakenings. They're not my guides, but they're incredible leaders to take a look at. Edgar Casey was a prophet. Nostradamus of course, is another incredible leader, Nicola Tesla and his ability to vision and call in profound innovations and inventions in this lifetime. Abraham Hicks, all these people. Jay-Z Knight. What I love now is most of the channels realize that it's just their higher self. When I began channeling years ago, I thought I was going crazy. 
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I thought I was channeling some deity or whatever it was. But what happened over time is I realized that it was actually my higher self. So we don't channel separate things. And yes, there's deities and angels and everything, but the truth is that there's one source and you are all of it. So no matter if you feel like you don't belong on this planet, no matter if you're struggling right now or not, I know the truth is that you are an immortal, eternal spiritual being that you are here in a masterclass called life, and that turning on your natural abilities are incredible. But some of the greatest abilities are to be human, to be able to laugh, to be able to focus on what we want to create. And constructively using our energy to master our own emotions is a massive ability. Okay? It's wonderful to have clairvoyant abilities. 
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It's wonderful to be able to track past lives. But what's even more important as an ability is to be able to see projects through, to be stabilized, to be able to be somebody that is able to be lonely, but be able to reach out and ask for help. That's an ability. Okay? So no matter where you're at today, I just want to send you so much love. The day that I had my big spiritual awakening, I had a voice that came through. It was a very clear voice, and that voice is with me today. And as I go and astral travel tonight, as I sleep, I will come to you and I am right here in consciousness at all points in time. I hear you, I hear your heart. And those years where I was so tapped in that at night I'd have these, all dreams went away and these fractals would come in and one night such a clear picture of a ram came in. 
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And so what I know is that there is profound, profound realms. We will always be in the three D, and we'll always be in the multiverse. The five D and beyond. You are at all points in time already fully awakened. You are enlightened at some level, and you're human at some level, and you'll always be in that finite and in the infinite, in the alpha and Omega. So just know it's not about trying to become spiritual, spiritually awakened. It's about really doing the work and trusting the process. And so my question for you is, can you handle the blessing? Because with the blessing comes the crucifixion. This is the paradox of life, the good, the bad, and the ugly to love. Life is to love all of life. If we resist the pain and the suffering, then it will persist. If we resist our emotions, the ones we don't want, they will persist as well. 
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May your greatest spiritual awakening be to self-love. May you love yourself so unconditionally, that tears of joy stream down your face and you're able to accept all of yourself, your human hood and your fully divine hood. And I say this with all goodness. God is good. God is within God, chooses harmony and creation. That's all God does is crate, and that is the truth of who you are. So now this journey that I'm on from 22 to 44 after my stillborn, it was all seeking, seeking truth, seeking and turning on my abilities from the age of 44 to 88. I am a teacher today. I'm 51 years old, not my birthday today, but I am 51 years old and I am a teacher. I teach thousands of people around the globe and it has blessings and curses. So I just leave you with this. May you know thyself and may you love thyself as together, we say. And so it's okay you guys, if you're ready to dive deeper into your spiritual awakening, I invite you, I invite you to come into the school, come get trained. Come begin to have some of the most profound teachings in universal law and subconscious reprogramming in the E four trauma method, in the E four quantum manifesting method, and begin to understand how to use breath work and heart rate variability and begin to 
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Your emotions and energetics and begin to do the work because that's really all we have. 
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No matter 
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The insanity 
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On this planet. What you can 
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Take is your 
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Consciousness, the rest things, the material things, all that. We don't get to take it with us. We only take our consciousness. And in that I am saying I love you. I love you, and I love you. Have a beautiful blessed day, and may you live your truth. 
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