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Welcome to the Dr. Aaron show. May you live your truth life from Los Angeles? This is Dr. Aaron, Dr. Divinity founder and host of good morning LA land and society. I'm also an international bestselling author, podcaster global speaker APER and of course mother, most importantly. So we come together each day to know the truth, live on spiritual principle, align with universal law and basically create lives that we love. We also come together as a community in society, committed to the vision of being the number one spiritual leaders community in the world, committed to enlightenment, empowerment and entrepreneurship. We truly believe that when someone awakens save a gift and message to bring to the world together, we are awakening a billion people and how we do this is developing world class spiritual leaders. So you can also find me on Instagram as Dr. aaron.tv. That's D R E R I N, TV, and same with Facebook and all over the board. So let's do this thing.

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I wanna talk to you today. More about relationships. Relationship for me has been a very interesting journey. I was very codependent and what placed my power outside of myself. The title of today's talk is the one you are the one you've been waiting for. Walt Whitman says life. Doesn't give you the people you want. It gives you the people you need to love you to hate you, to make you to break you and to make you the person you are meant to be. I truly believe that I believe that all of life is for our awakening. So before awakening, I was completely codependent in my relationships. I've said this over and over. I'm very public about this. And basically what would happen is when things were good in my relationship, I was flying high and when things were going poorly, I was really down my life was literally a roller coaster up and downs.

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It was all over the place. Breakups, makeups, highs, lows in and out, all that BS right belief systems. So for most of my life, I literally was waiting for the one I had bought into the concept that our culture really does. Tell us through movies, through magazines, through everything, fairy tales that someday someone's going to arrive, and they're going to complete you. It's a complete, you know, Jerry McGuire, you complete me kind of a thing I had bought completely into that. And what happens is we know in life is the more we assign our power outside of ourselves. Life has this brilliant and genius way of, of having it reflect back and entangling us to where we have to surrender, get down our knees and be for mercy. Right? So for me, that was, um, some years back, I'd found myself in a very dysfunctional relationship with kind of a famous Grammy winning artist musician.

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And, um, he was a addict in and out of on and off the wagon. It was a nightmare. He would cheat when he'd go on the wagon and, and do all kinds of crazy, insane things. Well, I always kept thinking that if he just got, well, then, you know, my problems would go away, but I didn't realize this is actually me. It was my dysfunction. It was my addiction to this thing called love to handing my power over and over again, just like the alcoholic or attic hands are power over to drugs or alcohol. The codependent hands are life and their power over and over again to relationship. So there I was, you know, balled...